Phone Died

Lazy morning - I should have gotten up and went for a run. But I was tired and sad. I think I had bad dreams but I can't remember them. So instead I tested the scratched Just Go With It on the DVD player and it worked so I ended up watching that with my dad. Then played around on facebook and looked up the plastic scrubber for Ryan's cafe. I thought that would be hard ti track down or find something similar to. But it wasn't I simply Googled it and found it under Amazon. It is a discontinued product by one place has 13 - 6 packs for sale. Anyways I forward it to Ryan and ended up talking to Sianie online. She saw the date for the Concord tournament were set and inquired if it was okay to stay with me again. She was even thinking about staying longer. I told her it was fine but hopefully by then I would be working and I would be home all day so it might not be as fun. I also expressed my concern about a Concord tournament and Amy playing. I wonder if Ryan will keep his promise.

During this time I was playing with my phone which seem to be having problem finding and signal, which in my house is pretty normal. But at this point I also hadn't heard from Ryan all day. So at one point I even ventured outside and tried to find a signal. Nothing. So around 3 I called Ryan from the main line. Told him about my phone issues. Apparently he texted earlier to see if I want to go to get mediterranean food and go for a walk. I said sure - I even had errand to run (the bank and red box to return the movies) and I was currently talking to Sianie online and needed to sign off and say goodbye. Ryan said see you soon. I thought he was coming to pick me up and he thought I was meeting him at his house. Anyways more than a half hour passes and no word from him. So I called him. Miscommunication. And still he wants me to drive over there because he has qzar later or meet him at qzar. At this point I don't even want to go. Here I am making the effort to call and figure things out and all he care about is making it to qzar on time. Well I feel special that he is squeezing me in and making time for me. (sarcastic)

At least when we do meet up he apologizes and kisses me (I am still a little mad) I mean how can we be dating so long and be so bad at it. Its like he doesn't care and the little details. Then we walk holding hands a couple of blocks to the Mediterranean in Park and Shop. We share a falafel wrap and he gets me a rootbeer. I am so easily bought. It does work. SO I am trying to figure out qzar and it seems to me that California don't have many teams to offer the rest of them. Searcy has 2, Tampa is close by, Little Rock, Squirrels (Texas) - even the Europeans have 3 Irish and 2 English team plus possible Russian and Swedish players. So I don't get the benefit of cali tourney. Plus I don't like that Amy showed an interest in coming. I told Ryan about her comment and he just ignored me and didn't respond. Not a good sign. It seems to me that he want to play no matter what and its not important to keep his words. (Probably because he and Amy are just friends and never talk). Gr I wish he would have said something to reassure me. No luck there. Just like Searcy he just wants to have a good time and not miss out on anything. Not worried about leaving me out or behind.

I try to put that all behind me and just let is go and we walk. My second surprise is ice cream at Baskin Robbins we each get a sugar cone. Me-Rocky Road and him-Pralines and Cream. We then walk to the bank for me. And kill time looking around in the used book store until he has to get to qzar. I walk in with him to get book from Kevin. And wait for dinner with Amber. Roccos pizza - not as good as I want it to be plus bad service. But it was good to see Amber - even though nothing seems to change with her.